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aquagembaby | Or am I the only one suffering this by myself............... I've never felt so defeated, lonely, and incompetent before. |
athenegoddess | I have this before.. It was best time of my life.. I suppose its making bad aspects to your chart? |
aquagembaby | quote: Originally posted by athenegoddess: I have this before.. It was best time of my life.. I suppose its making bad aspects to your chart?
It's not making any major aspects...It will be hitting Uranus, Neptune and Mercury with time, since I have a 1st house stellium, but not yet. How was it the best time of your life? |
athenegoddess | Hmmm. Maybe transit Jupiter squaring Saturn accounts for the negativity. I met someone who I fell deep in love with and as a result I had an intense spiritual awakening. |
aquagembaby | quote: Originally posted by athenegoddess: Hmmm. Maybe transit Jupiter squaring Saturn accounts for the negativity. I met someone who I fell deep in love with and as a result I had an intense spiritual awakening.
Whaaa? In my dreams..I will never meet anyone like that. Jupiter Square Saturn could be it...being a Sag Rising I'm sensitive to any Jupiter transits. But I felt the negativity as soon as Saturn went into my 1st. At that point in your life, did you feel shut off from friends? Aside from the person you met? |
athenegoddess | I never really had anyone around me.. just men who I wouldn't call my friends.. I'm somewhat of a loner so I can't really speak on that. |
Lerena | quote: Originally posted by aquagembaby: Or am I the only one suffering this by myself...............I've never felt so defeated, lonely, and incompetent before.
I have Saturn transiting my 1st house right now, but I can't tell if that's doing anything to me. All things considered, I've dealt with loneliness and feelings of incompetence my entire life. Within the past day I've started feeling more isolated, hopeless, and defeated than ever though. |
aquagembaby | quote: Originally posted by Lerena: [QUOTE]Originally posted by aquagembaby: [b]Or am I the only one suffering this by myself...............I've never felt so defeated, lonely, and incompetent before.
I have Saturn transiting my 1st house right now, but I can't tell if that's doing anything to me. All things considered, I've dealt with loneliness and feelings of incompetence my entire life. Within the past day I've started feeling more isolated, hopeless, and defeated than ever though.[/B][/QUOTE]I feel the same too. It's a mixture of low self-worth and thinking about how little I've accomplished. Being isolated from people is not helping and adds to the negativity. |
athenegoddess | I can say that Saturn through the 1st made me the person I was meant to be in life. I became aware of my true self, destiny, and power. |
aquagembaby | quote: Originally posted by athenegoddess: I can say that Saturn through the 1st made me the person I was meant to be in life. I became aware of my true self, destiny, and power.
What did you spend your time doing during the transit? Not relationship wise but just work or school wise. Did you find yourself having to work harder w/ seemingly little progress? |
teasel | It was painful, but I had other heavy transits going on, too. I think this is the one that had me getting out of bed every day. I say that, because I'm having a lot of trouble now, and Saturn has taken root in my 2nd (self-esteem). |
aquagembaby | quote: Originally posted by teasel: It was painful, but I had other heavy transits going on, too. I think this is the one that had me getting out of bed every day. I say that, because I'm having a lot of trouble now, and Saturn has taken root in my 2nd (self-esteem).
But doesn't the 1st house transit also bring issues of self-esteem, if not more? The 2nd house transit may be more focused specifically on things to affirm our self-esteem or values, but I feel like the 1st house transit takes a toll on our entire being. Though I may be wrong. How has your 2nd house transit been affecting you so far? |
Koniucha | Saturn is going through my 12th now and will be conjunct my ASC in December. I have never felt so alone in my life as I do now. I feel like my world has crumbled around me multiple times. I am hoping that it gets better when it goes on to my 1st. |
XzaultaX | Yeah ive been having saturn in my 1st house for a long time now, maybe for about 1 or 2 years. I havent really seen a diference except that i have been more anti social as the saturn transit went on. |
Ceridwen | I have it right now. Crossed my ASC in november or december last year. Interestingly I`ve since then started to get to know MORE people than I have done in years. I am not really making friends fast or even aquaitances outside my workplace, but since end of october or so, and then it took really off from december/ january, I´ve met several people connected to the musical-group. Not friends, but aquaitances with the same hobby as me who apparnetly like to pull me along and the offers for certain concerts and musicals are being delivered to my door, basically. You know how people say you have to go out because people are not coming knocking at your door to deliver those opportunities to you? Well seems at least in this case those people are wrong. I am a bit bewildered by that almost. Why now? Why all at once? But anyway I select the things I like and keep the lines of communication open (see? I am doing something,t oo. ). I think I might be quite selective, maybe also a bit calm or serious in the current timeframe, but all in all I actually DO feel competent and secure in my job and of myself. Well I see the flaws and where I have started to be a little too lazy, so time to start working on those bits again. But all in all I feel alright. Not "let me embrace and conquer the world" enthusiastic, but positive in a pragmatic realistic way I think. |
aquagembaby | quote: Originally posted by Koniucha: Saturn is going through my 12th now and will be conjunct my ASC in December.I have never felt so alone in my life as I do now. I feel like my world has crumbled around me multiple times. I am hoping that it gets better when it goes on to my 1st.
Hmm I feel opposite. I feel more alone now w/ the 1H transit than my 12H. I have no will to do much of anything. Astrology is interestingly the only thing that's been keeping me going. Studying it has helped me pass the time well. Maybe it will help you too? quote: Originally posted by Ceridwen: I have it right now. Crossed my ASC in november or december last year. Interestingly I`ve since then started to get to know MORE people than I have done in years. I am not really making friends fast or even aquaitances outside my workplace, but since end of october or so, and then it took really off from december/ january, I´ve met several people connected to the musical-group. Not friends, but aquaitances with the same hobby as me who apparnetly like to pull me along and the offers for certain concerts and musicals are being delivered to my door, basically. You know how people say you have to go out because people are not coming knocking at your door to deliver those opportunities to you? Well seems at least in this case those people are wrong. I am a bit bewildered by that almost. Why now? Why all at once? But anyway I select the things I like and keep the lines of communication open (see? I am doing something,t oo. ). I think I might be quite selective, maybe also a bit calm or serious in the current timeframe, but all in all I actually DO feel competent and secure in my job and of myself. Well I see the flaws and where I have started to be a little too lazy, so time to start working on those bits again. But all in all I feel alright. Not "let me embrace and conquer the world" enthusiastic, but positive in a pragmatic realistic way I think.
Maybe people like yourself and the others here that aren't going thru any hardships learned whatever lesson you had to learn w/ the 12H transit, so it's easier for you? Maybe I failed to do that, which kinda makes sense b/c I still carry a couple insecurities and negativity that I've had from before. |
Seimei | [QUOTE]Originally posted by Ceridwen: [You know how people say you have to go out because people are not coming knocking at your door to deliver those opportunities to you? wow, Don't waste that Ceri. ------------------ LeekingChee |
ScorpieScorp | Yes--and it was the worst. When Saturn came over my Ascendant--I was so depressed and sad. I also was in one of the worst relationships of my life. I noticed when Saturn passed over my IC--i felt the same sadness and depression. Saturn in 1st house rocked my world--it made me grow up in some ways--but it was like leaving my childhood and going straight to adulthood. |
aquagembaby | quote: Originally posted by ScorpieScorp: Yes--and it was the worst. When Saturn came over my Ascendant--I was so depressed and sad. I also was in one of the worst relationships of my life. I noticed when Saturn passed over my IC--i felt the same sadness and depression. Saturn in 1st house rocked my world--it made me grow up in some ways--but it was like leaving my childhood and going straight to adulthood.
Yeah I definitely think it's about pushing you into maturity. The 12H transit wasn't that bad IMO but the 1H transit is more in your face. But I suppose it can play out differently for others. |
VirgoPILL | Saturn is transiting my 1st house and it feels quite good. there are heavy days and also very good ones. very transformational, maturing, awakening. i feel i'm not that exhausted anymore and my self-hatred is slowly but surely is turning around into self-reliance. my relationships are more smooth and i'm less worried about them and things in general. i'm getting in to action to achieve my goals in life |